Owells... my blog is extremely outdated now. I've lose the drive to blog that even when i'm trying to start a topic to rant or whine about, it's rather challenging to me. A surprised birthday party was well-organized by the boys and girls two good months ago at Aranda. In a blink of an eye, its been a year i'm with them. And nothing truly express my love and appreciation for them.

The 17 fabulous kitty cupcakes from the boys and girls! I've been longing for hello kitty cupcakes for my birthday eons ago and i'd would to thank Cheek for searching on the net high and low for those cupcakes. I really love it!! And anywy, those cupcakes are pretty costly though.


































Next, the girls and I had a girls' party aftermath at the Hard Rock Hotel.





And last but not least, headed town with Agatha, Pearline and Alicia on the actual day of my b'day. Initially I was supposed to hit town with the school girls and Nopi on that day but as usual I was late and the girls had to leave for home not long after i reached town. They prepared a small surprise for me though and I truly appreciated it much. Next, the girls and I headed to BQ for a drink and we went off pretty early as I've school on the following morning.

A casual nightout to town with the J.A.N.C for the flea @ Scape and dinz. It was indeed an awesome outing with them for the first time. That sat marks our first day of freedom after our long dreadful MYE. Those dreadful days when we have to cover 10 chapters per subject in a month time got us wholly insane. We were despearately dying to get over with those heavy mugging days after school hours. Owells... time flies when it comes to holiday. In a blink of an eye, two weeks of school break is coming to an end and school is resuming next week. :(:(:(

Miraculously, i attended Flag Day with the J.A.N.C this year. All in all, it was a fruitful experience for me and a sense accomplisment to me. Albeit i may not raised the most but at least i tried my best in raising funds for those kids! Haha, I'm so proud of myself luh! :>

Hitted Sensation aftermath with the boys, Cheek and Ning. As usual, we can only be drinking when it comes this clique on weekend. It was pretty delighting to see many of them present on that sat night after a long time.



Haha, Peifeng's smile is always so wide and cheerful in photo!

Chong came to join us at the later part when the club was about to close but i'm still pretty elated to see him at Sensation after so longgggg~







As much as i often put myself to think about a lot of things when I choose to walk home, my thoughts were nowhere to be pen down. I tried to ponder on certain stuffs but it seemed to lock my mind itself away from me. Today, my mind was at space. My pounding heart gradually took the flight of my ability to hear and to listen. I know it's time that i'd to put a stop as the beating of my heart at the back of my head lingers everlastingly. Repeatedly enforcing myself to get back on my feet, I brushed off that very last hint of breath, telling myself I shouldn't be doing all this.

Countless of times i lain myself awake in the midst of night, searching for my standing ground all over again, however many a times, uncertainty in myself kicks in unthinkingly. Call me a self denier if you want. Drowning myself in a pile of lies, suffocating in regrets and guilts and gasping for a little breather. As reality is fading gradually into the background, I know i needed to get back into reality. I was never like this before.