He once brought the best out of me. He showed me the way out, he filleds colour into my life, he brought me light when I'm in the dark,he taught me what's reality and told me what people out in the society are, he always assureds me confidently, he always the first to stand for me when I'm in harm, he changed my mentality of luxury. To be very frank, he is someone who really used to hold an aggressive and atrocious attitude. He isn't someone who is really positive in the past. One year back, i really can see the changes in him. As much as he has, he showed how protective and nice he is toward me. I don't choose the partner i want to be with because i know this is a god's gift to me. I don't crave for luxury and perfection, i really can live with his imperfection and so do him. After a year with him, i realized he really worthy my concern and love. We never know how path will be like ahead for us, but once the minute i know i can get myself into it, i will give my best shot and make every moment worthwhile.

However, it isn't the same anymore. This thing has took control over him and now, he have changed totally. Yes, i said i can with his imperfection but for this point i can't accept. Reason being, the thing had caused me to lost two most important thing in my life.

Life isn't always easy, but if you keep going and persevere to the very best of your ability, you will gain strength to manage the obstacles ahead. Each goal that you reach is another important step forward. Always believe that there are bright and wonderful paths ahead for you and you will find them.

If you discover new lands, be prepare to lose sight of the shore.

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This is my new online store. It's really a mini collection this time round but promise to give you girls a big surprise in the next collection! It'll be design & manufacture by myself & Cheek for behindthscene. Everything in this collection are below $25. Do give us your support girlssss!!

Debut Collection!

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Hello souls! Im back with updates. Been really busy lately, had a long hummed week. So far, school was great. The amount of assignments stacking on my desk are increasing. I like i like!^^ However, due to all these assignments i've been neglecting 开心果. Moveover, i've been throwing tantrums at mama and 开心果 many times due to some reason. None of them raise their voice at me instead, they were trying to find thing which would make me smile. I just wanna live life as it is now, easy come easy go. Im aware that there are a few really good people that care for me so it doesn't matter to me how things gonna end. This few people is enough, i don't need more because life's too short to have good friends. Most of the time it happens to be fake. Nothing narcissistic, just plain realistic. And im thankful for 开心果 who has constantly been there for me even though we know the path ahead is still not less foggy.




























Did i became fairer? B'cuz almost every photo i took yesterday my face was too fair till i hardly can see my face features. Or is it the problem lies on my camera? The very first week of the school many friends had been commenting that i've became fairer. Is that so?

Yoyoyooooo, living souls!! School had started for going two weeks already. How's school for those that is still schooling? Hope ya'all are coping well. I know my blog look quite dead now but i've got no pictures to update. Life's been awesome and smooth for me. My time now are occupied by schoolworks(D&T esp), mama & lovely baby. They what that make my day passes, so much easier to get through. &Mama, i know its gonna be a hard time for you now and no one feels the pain as much as yours. I vowed that i'll be good from today onward and go through all these ups and downs with you. I love you mama!

Lunar New Year dinner is arriving! It's really time for me to shed off some fats. Im putting on weight recently, i totally just couldn't stand it. How?! Yes, i've set a target for myself. I gonna lose weight before Chinese New Year!!

New site will be up soon! I'll keep ya'all updated once the new site &collection is up. Here's a preview of our new collection. Do email me if you're interested in any item!

Email me at: behindthscene@hotmail.com

How was everyone countdown of 2010? Exciting, fun? I spent my countdown at Loyang!! Pathetic yea? Headed to Changi for supper then Jbaby friend's place. His place's environment and atmosphere was totally like a 3days 2nights chalet to us. I went off in the morning cuz they'll having mahjong session, drink &etc etc which i don't play. In another way is i don't know how to play mahjong! J has been staying there for 2nights already. Guess he really take it as a chalet?

His place like cool only siolllll! & yes, im friggin' in love w the swimming pool there!!! It's damn big. I guess it's the biggest i ever saw at condo.

For once he's so co-operative in taking photo with me!!

Here are the hyper active one which don't feel tired after a long day outside.

This 3 are the lousy one!! They fell asleep while we went out to get barangx2.

We went NTUC to shop for some barang barang. Haha!

Tadah, pizzaaaa!!

School is starting in two days time! Im feeling quite excited cuz i'll be seeing all my schoolmates on Monday but also feeling very reluctant. Well, i guess it's enough of playing. Time to get my hands on books!