At times i think it's better to not even try.
I know i shouldnt be here and surfing the net now because I've three fugging paper in a day on next wed and im not even prepared for it at all. Owell, im so bored and cranky now. The days aren't getting any better lately. Many saturday ago was my dearest Mich and Jay birthday celebration at D8. Coincidentally both of their birthday falls on the same day. I'd say it was not one of the best night ive ever had, in fact it was one of the worst night. The plan was pretty screwed up but after all, i still enjoyed the company of my friends and drinks. Literally, for the past 20months my cycle of life revolves around this group of friends and no others. Anyway i don't remember mentioning it here and i don't think many of you are aware of this. That's my brother is out from prison already! He has finally done serving his sentence under the arms of law for near 20months and he's coping pretty well with life now. The boy will be out in another month time. Honestly, i hope things would work out well for the boy and i. I've no idea if things would turn out fine for us and for everything im doing for the boy gonna be worthwhile. I need this to work out and i want this to work out and i am going to try harder..to enjoy each moment as it is.
