Today is the last day of 2009. It's coming to an end in few hours time! We're all entering into new year. Wish ya all have a great &fresh year ahead! 365 days is gonna end is just a blink, time really flies yea? Well, it's not a bad things though. As im always longing to promote the next level in education wise but frankly, 2009 is definitely not a year for me. It's rather quite tough for me. Fortunately i've my lovely girlfs to go thru all these hard time with me.
My relationship with J was a mess & rather unstable this year. Im wondering was it my fault that i didn't gave my best to you when the times you loved me to the extent that you willing to sacrifice everything including your family and friends for me and you went to work because you didn't want me the one taking out wallet during every payment. I don't deny, everything you've done for me was fanstatic but yet i took you for granted. You play a very big role in my life. Without you, i wouldn't be who im today. Although you're not a romantic guy, you won't do things like how the other couple does. Surprise me, prepare dinner(be it at home or outside), pick me up often(be it from home, school or work) and etc etc. But honey, this is what makes us last so long. Though you did not done those that i've listed but you've done things that some couples doesn't does it! You bring me a calm, quiet stillness to my mind. The comfort of knowing I can tell you everything, and not having to worry about being judged by you, is something not every guy will does. You're the ever first person i call up when something exciting happens, or when something scary happens or when im down, is something of a feeling i adore. You're the person i turn to when you need to vent, is something not every guy can tolerant this point, im sorry dear. You are the one who can make me feel better when im having a tough day is something i needed the most in my life. All this point of yours make us come so far here today. I love you dearest!!
For this i promise you, honey.
Baby always remember this.^
A brand new year 2010 is approaching! Hopefully things wouldn't turn out bad for me be it in school, relationship &friendship. I yearn for a better year as this year was terrible. Next entry i'll then talk something about my lovely friends okay??& not forgetting my bestest bro, han. I miss you ttm! Im heading out now! Bye people & enjoy youself to the fullest!!
Welcome 2010!!
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